“You’ll Never Know Unless You Try”

BY AURORA REY

Winters HarborA few years ago, I spent my free time baking instead of writing. I’d gotten a small, modestly profitable cake business off the ground and fantasized about fame, fortune, and Food Network. I even passed an initial screening and had the opportunity to submit an audition video to Cupcake Wars. While freaking out about the potential rejection, as well as the chaos that would ensue if I was chosen, my therapist at the time had some words of wisdom: you risk nothing by trying.

 

She’s a very smart woman, so I took her advice. Unable to fathom doing it in front of anyone, I set up a tripod in my basement bakery, filmed it, learned iMovie, edited it, and put it out there for the world to see (all over the course of a weekend.) I didn’t make it onto the show, but making the video was a blast. To this day, it’s a great conversation starter and my go-to random interesting fact. Sure, I’m a little bitter every time Cupcake Wars comes on, but I’m still glad I tried.

 

My first stab at NaNoWriMo was similar. A friend who’d done it the year before inspired me to take on the epic challenge of writing 50,000 words in thirty days. At the end of November, I had 50,279 words of novel that wasn’t terrible. Unfortunately, it wasn’t all that good, either.

 

Undeterred, I set it aside and gave myself permission to start from scratch. I also gave myself permission to write a book I’d love to read (a romance) and to set it in one of my favorite places (Provincetown). And, well, it worked. The result is my first complete novel and my first work with Bold Strokes Books.

 

Winter’s Harbor features Lia, science writer, and Alex, a pastry chef. Lia arrives in Provincetown after her ten-year relationship tanks. She’s on her own for the first time since college and is pretty sure a girlfriend is the last thing she needs. Alex lives and works in Provincetown. As far as she’s concerned, Lia might be the perfect distraction for the cold and quiet months of winter.

 

Like many writers, I wrote a ton of witty dialog and self-indulgent scenes and was pretty happy with myself. My editor, on the other hand, pointed out that I’d neglected to create truly meaningful conflict. I huffed. I put my hands on my hips. I whined. How dare some hot shot editor pick apart my perfect story? After about an hour of this, I admitted she was right.

 

My premise was that getting involved throws both women out of their comfort zones. They enjoy spending time together (spoiler: there’s a lot of cooking and baking), but neither of them is eager to put her heart on the line. It was only when I started to pick apart what that meant, however, that I got anywhere. When I thought about how much our deeply held insecurities drive us to avoid taking the kinds of chances that make life worthwhile.

 

Ultimately, that’s what it came down to. Lia and Alex had to grapple with the same little voices we all have. The ones that can make us feel content, but that can also keep us stuck. Clever banter and baked goods notwithstanding, Lia and Alex had to be willing to take a chance—on themselves and each other.

 

This is all starting to feel like a recurring theme in my life, and a lesson it’s taken me a long time to learn. I’ve still never been brave (or drunk) enough to sing karaoke, but I embrace the belief that the risks pay off. And even if I don’t always get what I want, I learn a lot and mostly manage to enjoy the ride. I think that’s what life is all about.

 

P.S. If you want to see the gem that didn’t win over the Cupcake Wars people, it’s still on YouTube. I’m still impressed with my editing skills. My fierce competitor face? Not so much.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQrI3ZSPmiE

14 Responses to ““You’ll Never Know Unless You Try””


  1. 1 Beth November 17, 2015 at 11:30 AM

    Congratulations, Aurora, on your debut novel. I received my copy yesterday and I look forward to reading it soon.
    For fun and posterity, you might want to take a picture of you holding your first published book…….I’m sure it is a thrill you’ll never forget.

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  2. 3 Devlyn November 18, 2015 at 1:46 AM

    Congratulations on your debut book, I look forward to reading it. I love romances and coupled with baking, you are bound to be on a winner. I watched the YouTube video and I must say, what the hell was the network thinking not selecting you both. We don’t have cupcake wars here in Australia but I’m sure you would have blitzed it. Enjoy the ride with your book release.

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  3. 5 Missouri Vaun November 18, 2015 at 1:45 PM

    Awesome audition tape. Definitely Cupcake Wars’ loss.

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  4. 7 C.W Toklas November 18, 2015 at 2:39 PM

    Looks fabulous!! I bought your book as soon as I saw it on the Bold Strokes Books website, hoping to find the time to start reading it today.

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  5. 9 Widdershins November 18, 2015 at 8:10 PM

    I always remember that fabulous line from ‘Desert Hearts’ In the casino. I think it was Donna Deitch, in a cameo appearance playing a whole bunch of pokies in a row, said, “If you don’t play, you can’t win.”😀

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  6. 10 S.A. November 19, 2015 at 10:05 AM

    Great blog; very fun to read! Looking forward to your book, and kudos to you for going ahead and trying new, sometimes uncomfortable things. Congrats on the first complete novel!

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  7. 12 Anne Stearns November 23, 2015 at 5:32 PM

    I loved your book! I live on Nantucket so Provincetown is my go to place for fun but quite honestly, I love it more in the winter. Thanks so much for making my week with such a great book.
    Anne

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  8. 13 Aurora Rey November 24, 2015 at 11:55 AM

    Anne, thank you so much! I love that you enjoyed it.🙂

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